I drank from the cup called bitterness My friends & foe's were witnesses Thought this made me strong Soon I found I was wrong Bitterness made me defenceless.... I lived each day seeking sweet revenge Never
knowing my life was on the fringe My goal was to hurt as I was hurt All of this I would Avenge If I could get even I'd be satisfied After all my reasons were justified I felt like dirt... My spirit had been burnt Only on me, could I rely I could never find happiness Night
after night filled with sleepiness But my words were the tools To turn my enemy's into fools....
I became a master of cruelness.... But my path is not wrong I told myself this, How long? Yet I could never find peace... My inner pain wouldn't cease! Is this how I want to live my lifelong??
Now, I want out of this mess! It's
brought nothing but misery I confess. But where do I begin... I've been wallowing in my sin. So what is the answer...........Forgiveness
But if you do not forgive others their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.